Artist Alexei Jawlensky, Russia, Germany
oil wax medium on cardboard, 1928
The name of the painting is Sorrow, the word I searched in art titles first because of the school shooting in Nashville. Before I learned of the shooting, I’d been thinking of the losses of two important women I know.
Both women lived long, full lives, one dying in December at age 98, and one dying in February at age 96. They were smart, strong women full of many talents and were greatly loved by those blessed to know them. Both showed me enormous kindnesses at different times in my life, and each of them had a son who changed my life and helped shape who I am in profound ways. I will always be grateful for those men and their mothers.
I can’t help but wonder what amazing things three nine-year-old children and three adults in their sixties would have continued bringing to the world if it weren’t just so important that people in this country remain “free” to buy assault weapons that exist for the sole purpose of quickly killing large numbers of humans.
Managed to get another book read this month despite the vision challenges, Taylor Jenkins Reid’s Daisy Jones & the Six. When I saw Amy at the beginning of March, she recommended the book to me because she’d enjoyed it (she may have also been watching the Amazon series; I can’t remember). She said things about the story reminded her of characters or situations in my old Rock and Roll Soap Operas, as I called them. This actually made me less inclined to read the book, since those old R&RSOs are the foundation for the series I’ve been working on since 2019.
Why? It’s not so much that I fear being influenced by another writer’s work. It’s because I can’t tell you the number of times I’ve created completely out of my brain, in my attempt to flesh out my characters, what is for me new and original writing. Then I’ll read some artist’s biography or memoir and find something from their real lives that’s eerily similar. Timothy, among others, cautions me not to let it bother me, as there’s “nothing new under the sun.” But the possibility that anyone would think I plundered artists’ or celebrities’ lives for my fiction has a real “ick” factor for me. I started writing these stories when I was thirteen, and I’m significantly older than that now. The characters have grown and changed, as have I. It would be impossible for even me to find anyone I’ve known or known about who’d be their prototypes.
In deciding whether I wanted to read the novel, I read about it first, and readers kept mentioning that it was loosely based on Fleetwood Mac. Then I found out Lynne had read it, mentioned that, and she said she didn’t see parallels to Fleetwood Mac (other than the obvious; they’re in the music business). She had a copy (I couldn’t find it as an e-book, and right now, it’s easier on my eyes to read print books anyway) and loaned it to me. And like her, while reading it, I didn’t get a Fleetwood Mac vibe, though the author has been very clear that she loves and is inspired by Fleetwood Mac.
I must remember that people see/read/assume/judge whatever fits their narrative. I learned, when I (either alone or with my writing partners) had books published, that people read through the lenses of their own experiences, fears, hopes, losses, joys. It’s satisfying when someone tells me what they enjoyed about something I wrote, but I’d rather not know their analysis of how it’s their story, or their relative’s story, or even what they believe is my own personal story. My characters are too real to me, as they are, to be reflections of me or anyone else. Lynne and I first created them as inspired by our musician crushes. Decades later, not a single one of those real-life inspirations has lived a life anything like the lives I’ve written.
So when I finally sat down and read Daisy Jones & the Six, I enjoyed it for the stories and characters it offered. It was wonderful to be lost enough in the story to laugh, cry, and worry. I could sometimes see where Reid’s research coincided with my own, but I totally accepted her novel as a work of fiction born of her imagination, and I liked both her narrative choices and her characters (including the unlikable ones).
FAR more disturbing than anything else is that the book’s genre is listed as historical fiction. Yikes! I think of historical fiction as being from the 1800s or earlier. Does this mean that by my writing a series stretching from the 1950s to sometime in the 1980s, I have become a relic? Am I just a few pages away from telling people to get off my lawn? Or…
During Christmas 2012, I received a copy of My Ideal Bookshelf from Geri and David. I came up with a bookshelf of my own favorites and loved all the comments I received from people about what books would be on their ideal bookshelves. I think I used my selection for my banner in 2013, or maybe part of it, or maybe for just part of the year? I used to replace banners (mastheads?) frequently.
I thought I’d share the cover of the book again because of the titles the authors gave the books in their illustration. It’s probably impossible to list one book in any category–reading experiences and reactions can be fluid depending on our age, circumstances, memories–but feel free to share a category and which book in your reading history fulfills it. Or put your answer on your social media and let me know in comments so I can drop by there.
If the photo’s hard to read, the categories are: “My Favorite Book,” “Book That Changed My life,” “The Book I Read Again and Again,” “The Book I Love The Most,” “The Book That Made Me Who I Am,” “The Best Book I Ever Read,” and “The Book That Makes Me Cry Every Time.”
February 26 was the last time I shared the music I was listening to while I wrote. I’d already started the next artist when I realized I was having vision problems. From then on, my writing time was limited, though I continued to listen to the same artist when I could write, and even added a few missing CDs to my collection since I had the time to do so.
I got back to Houston last night (Tuesday), but while I was at the Satellite Office North, I had my CDs with me for writing sessions, and I reached the end of his CDs about the same time I needed to shut down and get packed to return home. SO! Below is my writing playlist for about three weeks.
You might surmise that I’ve been an enthusiastic John Mellencamp fan from his early days, whatever name he recorded under.
John Cougar 1979; Nothin’ Matters and What If It Did 1980; American Fool 1982; Uh-Huh 1983; Scarecrow 1985; The Lonesome Jubilee 1987
Big Daddy 1989; Whenever We Wanted 1991; Human Wheels 1993; Dance Naked 1994; Mr. Happy Go Lucky 1996; The Best That I Could Do 1978–1988 1997
John Mellencamp 1998; Rough Harvest 1999; Cuttin’ Heads 2001; Trouble No More 2003; Freedom’s Road 2007; No Better Than This 2010
Plain Spoken 2014; Sad Clowns & Hillbillies 2017; Strictly a One-Eyed Jack 2022; “Wild Night” single with Me Shell Ndegeocello; “Key West Intermezzo (I Saw You First)” and “Like A Rolling Stone” singles
Wishing a very happy birthday today to beautiful Lisa.
Photo previously posted was of the mixed media work Fly, by Lynn Whipple in 2011.
I’m unsure why birds keep finding their way into what I’m writing, but one benefit is that they draw me to new artists. I’ve really enjoyed exploring Lynn Whipple’s website and Instagram account.
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Happy birthday to our friend Steve C and remembering that time he had an entire jet to himself. Travel large, my friend! (Photo credit: a flight attendant with a sense of humor… Ah, those were the days.)
I’m not in Houston at the moment, so I can’t be sure if this is the same version of a vintage Yankees button I have. When I get back, I may replace the photo.
I wanted to share it because last August, I got a Cubs Barbie in honor of one of my characters. Among the Christmas gifts from Lynne I received on Friday was a friend for that Barbie: a Yankees Barbie (for a different character). Here they are pictured with the baseballs I have for both teams. I might not be writing at the moment, but I always like having fun with my characters.
Lynne came to Houston Thursday night, and this is a small sampling of gifts that were exchanged and opened to celebrate Christmas 2021 and 2022 on Friday. I’m certain some of my delightful gifts will appear in future posts, but it’s enough to enjoy time together at Houndstooth Hall and is great for my state of mind.