Create everyday

I use that phrase a lot–“create everyday”–and I generally follow it. For a few random reasons, September is proving to be a high-anxiety month for me. There’s really no method like snapping one’s fingers or finding magical thinking to make it vanish. The best I can do is try to manage it. Some of the ways I once would have done that would only give me more anxiety these days.

But anything creative can occupy my thoughts and settle my feelings a little. I follow an artist on Instagram who provides quick and easy craft projects, mostly using watercolors, and I finally tried one of them. She drew a rhino last month, and for a dollar donation to her that would go to a rhino organization, I could download him. Her rhino had more of a space theme, but I did one I call “Boho Rhino.” I don’t have watercolors, so I improvised with watercolor pens and water.

Today, I wrote in the journal I use to discuss things related to the Neverending Saga, and then I colored the page opposite my thoughts. The reassurance is timely.

Here’s a photo of the journal page and the rhino. Whatever your circumstances, I hope you can find a creative way to get a little of the mental, emotional, or physical balance you need.

Mission: Accomplished

Examples of what I was working with.


Lots of rust stains and tears in the white fabric.

Smaller squares pulled apart and fraying, many with rips in the fabric.

First step was to sew down the 38 squares I’d cut to cover the white.

I counted around 50 small squares that needed tears mended and to be resewn together. I also sewed seams around the edges of the quilt to stop any more fraying on the border, and mended a lot of tears on the border and on the quilt back.

Finished repairs last night!

Ironed it this morning and put it back on the sofa. Hopefully, the dogs are old enough now that they’ll use it for sleeping and not in games of destruction. No one’s on the sofa now because they’re too keyed up after a couple of hours of plumbers in the backyard.

This chewed up spool that’s in one of my thread boxes is from my dog Hamlet, who was with me from 1978 to 1985. I won’t be the one who throws it away.

Tiny Tuesday!

I’ve been working on the dog quilt today while I listened to my Jimmy Buffett iTunes collection after a bit of errand running and bill paying. I think I began trying to repair/mend/enhance this quilt around August 18, and with luck, it’ll be finished Wednesday morning. It cracks me up that I’m doing this for a quilt the dogs use so they can get on the office sofa. As much time, energy, and even a little blood that I’ve put into it, you’d think it’s a family heirloom and not some cheap quilt I bought many years ago at Garden Ridge Pottery or a similar store.

While I was thinking about that this afternoon, I remembered a post that showed up in my feed on Instagram the other day.

Some of the answers were wonderful. “My grandfather was a carpenter. I have his hammer!” “I have an old prayer book in ancient Aramaic that belonged to my grandfather.” “I have the lantern used by my great GREAT grandmother when she was a slave. It is cherished by my family and protected.” “I have my grandmother’s bread board and sugar spoon I use daily.” At last look, there were 3,890 answers (I didn’t read them all!).

I do have photographs of all my grandparents, possibly some great-grandparents and other ancestors.

I remembered immediately some things I have from my paternal grandparents.


This bell and slate belonged to my father’s father. The ring, which isn’t gold, maybe another metal dipped in brass, was in a trunk that belonged to my father’s mother and held some of her things. That grandmother died when my father was around 19, so we never knew her. But when my grandfather died in the mid-1960s, the trunk was given to my sister. She still has it and some of the things that were in it. Maybe because I didn’t get a trunk, she let me take the ring.

My mother was the youngest of twelve children. Her mother died when my brother was two, and her father died when David was ten, Debby was seven, and I was two. We lived in Colorado then, and she couldn’t afford to go home to her father’s funeral (Debby remembers this broke Mother’s heart). Mother would have been twelfth in line and possibly not even present to get many mementos of things that had belonged to her parents. I think David and Debby may have some dishes, but I can’t be sure of that.

When I took pictures of the above items today, I racked my brain for anything I might have that had belonged to my maternal grandparents. I began writing this post thinking I had nothing. Maybe my mother nudged me, because I finally remembered that I do, in fact, have something that belonged to her mother.


This is my grandmother’s wooden butter mold. Butter molds were used to shape and mark churned butter before it hardened.


This is the stamp, probably hand-carved, that marked the butter. I know it was my grandmother’s, but it’s possible it was even my great-grandmother’s, as these molds began being used in the U.S. in the nineteenth century. I’m so glad I remembered it was in a glass-front cabinet in my dining room.

Do you have anything that belonged to your grandparents or great-grandparents?

By the way, all those items were photographed on that dog quilt. =)

Mood: Monday

Photo previously posted here was of a version of Cindy Ruskin’s painting I’m Nobody, oil on canvas. You can check out more of her work on that link to her Instagram account.

More from me:

Back on June 7, I posted this photo with the intention of coming back to both those books when I felt less scattered and could create a post about them. Later in June, in a Mood: Monday post, I shared a painting of a pinecone and talked at length about Maggie Smith’s memoir. But I’m not sure I ever explained why I had all the Post-it Flags in the book of Emily Dickinson’s poetry.

Acts of Light is a beautiful book filled with paintings and drawings by Nancy Ekholm Burkert to accompany some of the eighty Dickinson poems within it. It’s possible my friends Christine and John gave me this book as a balm for being the first ones to tell me that much of Dickinson’s poetry can be sung to the tune of “Yellow Rose of Texas.” I whimpered to them that from that moment on, I could only sing, “I heard a fly buzz when I died/ the stillness in the room” as if it were “There’s a yellow rose in Texas, that I am gonna see.” I love yellow roses and have nothing against this wonderful old Texas standard, but it’s a little upbeat for the poem. =)

Disregarding all that, I decided that at some point, I’m going to print the pen and ink drawings and color them, and those are the pages I’ve marked. I’m not sure I can ever share them online because of copyright issues, so they’ll be only for my own enjoyment. But after finishing Apple TV’s “Dickinson,” I began to wonder about art that might have been inspired by her poetry, and that’s why I found and chose the first painting on this post.


I have a few books with Dickinson’s best-known, studied, or taught poems, but I’m delighted to have received this collection (derived from a three-volume set shown in the TV show) that contains 1,775 poems and fragments. I finally have one source I can keep at hand to read favorites as well as poems I’ve never seen before. I’m sure like many writers and artists before me, I’ll get lots of inspiration.

Another sailor gone


Lynne was a Jimmy Buffett fan long before I was, and I got to know a lot of his music through her. No regrets. He was one of the good ones and will be missed.

I’ll share my Instagram post here, since I don’t have much of a crossover audience.


He’s somewhere on the ocean now, the place he oughta be, with one hand on the starboard rail, he’s waving back at me.–Jimmy Buffett, “The Captain and the Kid”

Peaceful sailing, Jimmy Buffett.

High Anxiety

Does anyone remember the film High Anxiety, Mel Brooks’s satirical homage to the films of Alfred Hitchcock? I think I’ve seen it only once and barely remember it, except for Cloris Leachman’s role as Nurse Diesel.

I’m currently undergoing my own version of high anxiety, and there’s no fruit cup in the house. It’s not the frame of mind I write best in, so sewing it is!

I haven’t started the machine portion of mending this quilt. Today it was all by hand. Gives me something to focus on.

happiness with a conclusion

I was able to see the last season of “Suits” on Peacock (it’s very helpful to have a husband who, unlike me, is an avid television viewer and subscribes to a handful of streaming services), and I’ll miss those characters who’ve kept company with me. It was a fast-paced show with a lot of clever banter.

Since I was finished with “Suits,” I went back to complete the third and final season of “Dickinson.”

Poetry is such a love of mine, and Emily Dickinson ranks high among my favorite poets. This show was unlike anything I expected it to be, the 1860s setting juxtaposed with contemporary themes and cultural references. Emily Dickinson’s poetry is woven into storylines that are by turns fun, sad, silly, nightmarish, and often replete with wisdom. I imagine any writer, whether a poet or not, would enjoy this retelling of her story.

I was always delighted when the character Death, played by Wiz Khalifa, showed up, and this season didn’t disappoint. I grabbed some shots of Death and Emily (played by Hailee Steinfeld) in her garden.

There’s a moment during the last episode, when Emily, who’s grappled with what it means to be a writer throughout the three seasons, is alone in her room. She speaks aloud.

You know what. Even if I can’t change the world, I’m still gonna write. And even if no one ever cares, even if it makes absolutely no difference that there was a person named Emily Dickinson, who sat in this little room day after day and wrote things down just because she felt them.

It’s a beautiful place for a creative person to find herself.

All photos © APPLE TV+

ETA: Almost forgot, happy full moon, blue moon, and super moon all in one!

Tiny Tuesday!

Last Christmas, Tom received several small wooden puzzles from Debby, Tim, and me. They come in their own wooden box with a picture of the completed puzzle, and many of the pieces are cut into the shapes of animals, like this. (I should have photographed them with something to give you a better idea of their tiny scale.)

This is the first of his puzzles he’s done: an octopus.

He said assembling this type of puzzle requires a different process from the usual puzzles we do. I think the end result is beautiful, and I look forward to seeing the others.